Friday, March 31, 2006

Beta Mail's - Fight for survival






The first person to release a beta mail was Yahoo! as far as I think, they released the conceptualizing idea into the innovative market and the late gamblers took charge of it.
Even though they are the first to make an impression in the mail category and competition with the more powerful giants like that of Hotmail. But in the end I find the interface of the three of this - Gmail , hotmail and Yahoo! is The same. Gmail is also in its beta version but other than the massive storage space, they have come up with new ideas like the recent inbuilt chat system. The look of Gmail is very simple which in short make it easy to load. When Windows Live mail (hotmail) was first released it was very fast and very smooth but as days are progressing its getting stuck and slow. Yahoo! On the other hand a total different style of loading the page too more like a flash page. Anyways the comparissions are wide and funny. Lets see who wins the race.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Raped of My Virginity

A peaceful day to begin, until I had to get over cautious of the approaching exam-
Out of nowhere came a soulless life and took off me to the darkest sphere of my life.
Never guessed how it would be to face the truth of the word ‘RAPE’ – the agony, the pain, the embarrassment and social hindrance with mental stress to the physical instability that one should under go when RAPED is labelled to them. Never was able to guess how it would even feel to face the world but now I have no option, Just have to face one of the worst truth of my life…
Yes I’m raped – Raped coz of my constant patronage to earn more for a living, to acquire more for a living and to gain more knowledge to outfield the world personalities against me. I was victimised by my own fate which was laid ahead by my ignorance into thy conquest of more grabbing of anything that I was seeking to attain. My innocence with my mere ignorance played the culprit game of leading me into a thematic rape which was fuelled and ran a mock by nobody other than my mere shaped body. How I wished I was physically fit to overcome it? How I wished I was mentally strong to overcome it? How I wish I was emotionally hardhearted to overcome it?
Now the only thing I can do is – Curse myself for what happened to me? What I went through during this last few weeks.
Never stood naked in front of a gathering ever in my life and trying to hide my broken up face with at least a paper given to wipe of my desires and pen my knowledge that I gathered to fight against the world. My nudity was open and everyone was laughing and giggling over my nudity as if my architecture designed me out of mere hurriedness. Shame and disgrace is all that I got in this past week for nothing of my fault but the greed to attain more knowledge.
The question is whether to curse this knowledge I acquired in the last 3 years from the rather mini 13 years of School knowledge? Confusion is what that prevails over me now? Discomfort is what rules me now! Justice is what I seek now!
I have taken the most vital decision of my life. I have filed a million dollar suit against the culprit who raped me of my innocence, my time and my glory. The question is will I ever win this case in a democratic world which never lets the victim enjoy any of the honourable rights which are laid by it own constitution. I don’t care how powerful the opposition is, I have made a mind so strong to sue STUDIES.

“I am a victim who was first year raped, followed by second year harassment to third year molestation by none other than the studies.”

I plead for justice, I wish I can win this case and I just wish I regain my Lost Virginity
Hear my plea – The court of University of Examination Board

“Studies I wish I could stumble you – Kill You
Each second by either Slaughtering – Murdering
I never cheated you or malpractice you
I never took you serious to make fun of you
I admired you first but had enough
Studies I hate you to Love you”

I was raped, harassed and molested by Studies.
*This article is written just to amuse the word "studies" with sexual wordings. Nothing more or less than that.